Well here I am sitting at home alone. Not really sure how to feel. I cant believe that Christmas is in a week. I am not all in the Christmas mood. I want it to go away. I feel like that Christmas is being celebrated and I'm not involved in it. It's kind of like when you walk into a room and everyone is talking about something and you're not involved in the conversation. The only time I really feel the True meaning of Christmas is on Sunday Morning. When I hear the Message, I feel closer to Christmas. But the minute I leave, it's like Christmas is Gone. I'm not a big rap fan, but recently I am. Why? Because, for some reason, it's very hard for me to listen to Christmas music. I keep Asking:
Where are you Christmas? Why can't I find you? Why have you gone away?
My world is changing. I'm re-arranging. Does that mean Christmas changes too?
Where are you Christmas?
Do you remember The person you used to know?
You and I were so carefree! Now nothings easy.
Did Christmas change or just me?
Antony
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