Saturday, November 22, 2008

...Fades like the morning dew

Hey Yall!
We I've got some juicy gossip! Well not really gossip because I got it straight from the horses mouth! LOL
Last night, I was talking with a friend who has been talking to a guy since January 2008. Sometimes talking on the phone with him for hours!( Something I Cannot do)Going to lunch once a week and picking up the tab. She really likes him. I mean Really! My friend has had sex with him once but she is truly attracted to his mind and character. She's slowly but surely, seeing who he really is: A user who really wasnt listening to her. If you are more than friends since January and have sex one time, somethin' in the milk ain't clean! (As Mother and Godma would say).

After going to lunch today, the guy asked my friend about her thanksgiving plans. She told him that she didnt know because this thanksgiving is difficult.(She also lost her last parent this year) He asked "Why?"

The Response (paraphrasing) Listen, Brotha, If you dont know why, you havent been listening to me for the last 11 months. My Mother is dead!

My friend summarized her feelings and thoughts about this holiday season and I had to agree. I relate. I am feeling that Pain. "All I want is someone to sit down and let me cry on their shoulder. Someone who will take me out dancing where there's no Christmas music. Someone who loves me All the Way for Once in my life!"(Frank and Stevie).

She thought that person would be there for her but he isnt. He just wanted a hand-out. It's hard being alone. Especially during the Holidays. Most of all, when you are left an Orphan for the 1st time.

"I leaned my back again a young oak thinking he was a trusty tree. But first he bended and then He broke. Thus did my love prove false.

Love grows old and waxes cold and fades away like the morning dew."

-English folk song

Antony

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